Breakthrough??

Happy April, my beautiful Dear Sisters! 

How in the heck are we already in April?!

So last week I was having quiet time with God in my car when Oceans by Hillsong United came on. Here's a little sneak peak of journal during our quiet time:

... I'm starting to think that's our song, Lord! Every time I hear that song I just have so much peace and it makes me realize how deep you want our faith and trust to be in you. I must say, I want to have that faith to step out of the boat and walk upon the water to you, but it honestly scares me. I don't doubt you'll be there to catch me if I fall, I'm afraid of falling.

 I'm afraid of the process. 

Bigger faith equals bigger situations in which you're the only remedy. It means freaking out until you show up. 

Am I supposed to freak out?

 I'm just afraid where my desire to tryst you without borders will lead me. I know it'll lead me to you, but the how freaks me out.

So Father, I pray my soul truly rests in your embrace. I pray that as my faith and trust in you increases, so will my peace. Let me not freak out as the waves swell more and more. Let me not begin to sink because of my lack of faith. But if that does occur and my faith begins to waiver, stretch out your hand, pull me up, and strengthen me...

God really spoke to me that day and assured me that I am guaranteed that peace if I just focus and wait on Him. Then on Monday (I'm on Spring Break this week), I was in my room having an amazing time worshiping God and laying my heart out to Him, and I feel like I kind of had a break through!

I told gave Him everything that was on my heart and just left it there. I felt Him reassure me once more that He's got this and that my only job is to just trust in Him. 

And I must say I have a crazy amount of peace right now!

Love you, sis!

Tiffany